Quick Updater

Hmmm,

I haven't updated in a while, so I think I shall.

Well my mom went away on vacation to Vermont from Saturday to Tuesday (today) and Mike's soul purpose in those 4 days was to take care of me. Which he does on a daily basis anyways, so it didn't matter much. But he slept over a good portion of time to make sure I wasn't home alone and shit.

On Saturday, Mike got a new cell phone with Verizon, because Cingular sucks ass, and in my opinion Verizon is the only top cell phone company. I never lose service anywhere, and the lowest I get is 2 bars, and that hardly happens. So we went to the store in North Haven to set up his account. He got a Pimp ass phone I must say. It has a slot for a memory card so you can transfer the pictures to a printer and a digital camera, etc. It's nice! And because he got verizon, we're both "IN" so all calls to each other are free! And he also got unlimited texts to any verizon phone, so once I set up my account that way, we both don't have to worry about running over our text limits. So that's Schweet!.

Saturday night, me and Mike went up to Cosi, in New Haven, to meet up with Rob and Chris. And we just bull shitted about random nothings while me and Mike sipped down a Double-O. I Love those things. They're so good. But anyways, Rob shared some funny stories, I took pics with Mike's new phone, and just relaxed. I really do enjoy going out and meeting Chris and Rob. They're so funny and just comfortable to be around. I used to get anxiety attacks whenever I went out, but now I don't really much anymore. So that's always a good thing. It was a fun night, and full of laughs.

At like 12:30, me and Mike headed back to my house. We ended up falling asleep around 2:30ish. So yeah, then we woke up, and I have no clue what we did? Hmmmmm, Sunday what did we do? Oh yeah, Sunday Mike went with Chris, Rob and a few others to this car show for VW's. While he did that I went to Alyssa's party. She turned 18! So yeah, that was alright, I saw Tracey, Stephanie, John, Jim and Justin, and some other kid Aubrey. And we just chilled and talked. Then I went home, and Mike came over around like 7 30ish. We just cuddled and talked and stuff. It was nice. He left around like 2ish? I think? I don't remember, I have a terrible memory.

Then Monday was a weird day, I'll just leave it at that, but I Love Mike more than anything. If it wasn't for him I'd probably be the same old depressed person I was before I met him. Just going to sleep each night so I could wake up and waste another day, and get it over with. Everything feels better with him. My anxiety attacks go away, (when I'm around him, he makes me feel safe) and all I do is smile and laugh when he's around. I get such a great feeling in my chest-al region, hahaha that sounds weird. But it's true. I don't know how to describe it.

Ok, I continue to talk about him all the time and such, and I think all my readers get the point. So I'm gonna go. I have to paint the kitchen soon, which is going to suck, but you know what, it has to be done!

-Beckie